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I'm J, I'm 33 and I blog about my experiences with recurrent pregnancy loss and my journey to bring home my rainbow.

My TTC journey started in 2012 and I am the mom to 5 angels. I've lost 3 pregnancies - the first at 21 weeks due to incompetent cervix, the second at 7 weeks as a result of a uterine septum and the third was a chemical pregnancy.

I am currently pregnant with what we hope will be our take-home rainbow baby. My pregnancy is considered high-risk as a result of a cervical cerclage and 24 weeks of strict home bed rest.

I created this blog to document this pregnancy and to give me something tangible to work on while I keep this little one safe by laying down. I blog about my current pregnancy, my conflicting emotions about my losses and the anxiety that comes from being pregnant after loss.

TTC TIMELINE

07|2012: Surprise BFP
09|2012: Spontaneous twins discovered at NT scan
10|2012: Baby girls born at 21 weeks due to pre-term labour caused by cervical incompetence
11|2012: Post-partum hemorrhage resulting from retained tissue - D&C
02|2013: RPL panel find heterozygous MTHFR
04|2013: BFP
05|2013: non-viable twin pregnancy found at 6w, uterine septum visualized
06|2013: D&C
08|2013: Provera test to jump start cycles unsuccessful
09|2013: Saline Sonohysterogram identifies uterine adhesions/scarring and uterine septum
10|2013: MRI confirms diagnoses
12|2014: Operative hysteroscopy to resect uterine septum and remove bands of scar tissue
06|2014: BFP - Chemical Pregnancy
03|2015: BFP
04|2015: Viability ultrasound shows one gestational sac with visible heartbeat

TICK TOCK

 

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